Post by CrimsonAngel on Dec 31, 2003 3:38:20 GMT -5
You say things are ok
Again I hold back tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
I can’t see the end of the tunnel
The light has faded away
Look into the night
Truth of another lonesome day
Thinking of all the time that was past
Sitting alone and crying in bed
I could die tonight
With a single gunshot wound to the head
If I put on a mask
You’ll never know
What I feel inside
I won’t let it show
I feel trapped within
I want life to rewind
To when these emotions weren’t here
Hatred echoes in my mind
I hear the pain
Again I hold back tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
I hate hearing
My world shout and scream
It never stops
Poisons my dreams
I know I’m not perfect
But, hell, neither are you
Why do I feel this way
Why am I so confused
My heart is so empty
What’s left is the pain
This life is useless
There is nothing left to gain
Crowded room
Make lonely nights
Release my anger
With another fight
Stupid attempts
And countless tries
To try and live this life
So lost and full of lies
Shivering quietly behind a closed door
Again I hold back tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
I feel locked inside
Let me out of this cage
Alone in this world
Too young for all the rage
Put a hole n the wall
Watch my fist bleed
You tell me you’ll be there
Anything I need
You lied to me
This time’s not the first
Lost, alone and confused
Which feeling is worse?
Tranquil and relaxed
Is how I make things seem
But there’s a flame burning inside me
Living a horrible dream
You tell me I’m wrong
Again I hold back tears
wrap myself in dream
Of 16 wasted years
I bleed from my wrist
I keep you naive and you laugh
You can’t see my smile through tears
But you see I’m going down the wrong path
Too many times
I’ve sat here and cried
With sickening feeling
I wish I could’ve died
I’m falling
Down the endless shaft
Death is less painful
Than the pain of world’s wrath
I wake up at night
From terrible dreams
Soaked in sweat and tears
I don’t wake you with my screams
I hate making new friends
I loathe saying goodbye
I’ve said it too many times
Why do kids so young have to die?
Crying alone
I can’t hold back the tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
This will be my last struggle
This is my last try
Hopefully this time
I will finally die
After they push me down
And make me feel alone
They rip out my heart
And turn me to stone
They’ll regret what they said
Their screams and scorns
Now the will see
I was broken and torn
I found an escape
Now you will see
I hated life
I hate being me
Now you’re crying alone
You can’t hold back tears
Wrap yourself in the dreams
Of my 16 wasted years
You’ll never know this pain
You’ll never see these fears
You will never be there
To push away my tears
Again I hold back tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
I can’t see the end of the tunnel
The light has faded away
Look into the night
Truth of another lonesome day
Thinking of all the time that was past
Sitting alone and crying in bed
I could die tonight
With a single gunshot wound to the head
If I put on a mask
You’ll never know
What I feel inside
I won’t let it show
I feel trapped within
I want life to rewind
To when these emotions weren’t here
Hatred echoes in my mind
I hear the pain
Again I hold back tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
I hate hearing
My world shout and scream
It never stops
Poisons my dreams
I know I’m not perfect
But, hell, neither are you
Why do I feel this way
Why am I so confused
My heart is so empty
What’s left is the pain
This life is useless
There is nothing left to gain
Crowded room
Make lonely nights
Release my anger
With another fight
Stupid attempts
And countless tries
To try and live this life
So lost and full of lies
Shivering quietly behind a closed door
Again I hold back tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
I feel locked inside
Let me out of this cage
Alone in this world
Too young for all the rage
Put a hole n the wall
Watch my fist bleed
You tell me you’ll be there
Anything I need
You lied to me
This time’s not the first
Lost, alone and confused
Which feeling is worse?
Tranquil and relaxed
Is how I make things seem
But there’s a flame burning inside me
Living a horrible dream
You tell me I’m wrong
Again I hold back tears
wrap myself in dream
Of 16 wasted years
I bleed from my wrist
I keep you naive and you laugh
You can’t see my smile through tears
But you see I’m going down the wrong path
Too many times
I’ve sat here and cried
With sickening feeling
I wish I could’ve died
I’m falling
Down the endless shaft
Death is less painful
Than the pain of world’s wrath
I wake up at night
From terrible dreams
Soaked in sweat and tears
I don’t wake you with my screams
I hate making new friends
I loathe saying goodbye
I’ve said it too many times
Why do kids so young have to die?
Crying alone
I can’t hold back the tears
Wrap myself in dreams
Of 16 wasted years
This will be my last struggle
This is my last try
Hopefully this time
I will finally die
After they push me down
And make me feel alone
They rip out my heart
And turn me to stone
They’ll regret what they said
Their screams and scorns
Now the will see
I was broken and torn
I found an escape
Now you will see
I hated life
I hate being me
Now you’re crying alone
You can’t hold back tears
Wrap yourself in the dreams
Of my 16 wasted years
You’ll never know this pain
You’ll never see these fears
You will never be there
To push away my tears