Post by CrimsonAngel on Oct 19, 2003 3:05:33 GMT -5
These dark desires pull me from the light
Sink into depression, live in the night
As the sun sinks behind me, and arms stain the color red
I wake up from a dream ready to bleed like you've bled
A fallen angel, that’s me
Never what I planned to be
Is it another lie, do you care?
The truth, lets hear it, lose the blank stare
I made the choice...try and turn back, now it’s too late
Living a life, that I can no longer dictate
The devil, I’ve seen here, she’ll never be gone
Not till the day, that this angel is done
A soul that was lost in the ruins
And feel the sharp slash, again and again
Like a vampire, I can’t live in the day
Too much depression, it’s too much to pay
These things I substitute, instead of using my heart
If I hold back, I’ll find a new start
I feel death and terror, but is it all in my mind?
This is my last chance, I have run out of time
I yearn to feel to sun, and all it’s warmth, once more
Searching, but finding nothing to live for
All your promises mean nothing, for they were not true
Life is a nightmare, what am I now expected to do?
Sheltering myself from another terrifying scream
Maybe I can make myself believe that it’s all a dream
Another hell, I must go on
Don’t want to let go, not strong enough to give in
Under the cover, of the abandoned nighttime shore
I listen for a meaning, for a reason or something more
And blood stains the sand, a dark shade of red
Soon you’ll know that I was better off dead
Now it’s getting harder to see
Just what the f*ck am I going to be?
What will it be like, a bullet of lead
Killing me quickly, blowing through my head
Shivering in the tears, frozen from the cold glares
An empty glance, I’m here, but now where?
Where can I turn when I can’t even love
Wish I could fly away, fly like the white dove
Sink into depression, live in the night
As the sun sinks behind me, and arms stain the color red
I wake up from a dream ready to bleed like you've bled
A fallen angel, that’s me
Never what I planned to be
Is it another lie, do you care?
The truth, lets hear it, lose the blank stare
I made the choice...try and turn back, now it’s too late
Living a life, that I can no longer dictate
The devil, I’ve seen here, she’ll never be gone
Not till the day, that this angel is done
A soul that was lost in the ruins
And feel the sharp slash, again and again
Like a vampire, I can’t live in the day
Too much depression, it’s too much to pay
These things I substitute, instead of using my heart
If I hold back, I’ll find a new start
I feel death and terror, but is it all in my mind?
This is my last chance, I have run out of time
I yearn to feel to sun, and all it’s warmth, once more
Searching, but finding nothing to live for
All your promises mean nothing, for they were not true
Life is a nightmare, what am I now expected to do?
Sheltering myself from another terrifying scream
Maybe I can make myself believe that it’s all a dream
Another hell, I must go on
Don’t want to let go, not strong enough to give in
Under the cover, of the abandoned nighttime shore
I listen for a meaning, for a reason or something more
And blood stains the sand, a dark shade of red
Soon you’ll know that I was better off dead
Now it’s getting harder to see
Just what the f*ck am I going to be?
What will it be like, a bullet of lead
Killing me quickly, blowing through my head
Shivering in the tears, frozen from the cold glares
An empty glance, I’m here, but now where?
Where can I turn when I can’t even love
Wish I could fly away, fly like the white dove