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Oct 13, 2003 19:51:19 GMT -5
Post by Lina Inverse on Oct 13, 2003 19:51:19 GMT -5
When I want to die I can handle life. When I want to live I can no longer.
I was perfect, Could do anything: Live my life, Make use out of me, Manage the shit. Stayed inside the cage, Pretended it was A house.
Look at me. Failing, Useless. I'm a burden. Thought I was then, Know I am now.
Like a big baby, I take, I take, I take, And cannot return. I'm unstable, Too unstable to Make me worthwhile.
I used to refuse it all, Yet still give. I used to work my ass off For a future that wasn't mine.
If I ever want To go back, I couldn't. Too weak, Too disturbed, To ill. I was better off Suicidal
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Baby
Oct 14, 2003 5:58:38 GMT -5
Post by black jewelled rain on Oct 14, 2003 5:58:38 GMT -5
I can totally relate to the feeling useless and thinking that I'm not worthwhile. I often think that I can't do anything useful, and I can't do anything well.
I love the way you likened your house to a cage. Sometimes it really does feel that way. I just never thought to put it like that! Clever idea. And the using a single word as your last line was a very effective ending.
;D
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Baby
Oct 14, 2003 14:09:45 GMT -5
Post by _black phoenix_ on Oct 14, 2003 14:09:45 GMT -5
"i used to work my ass off for a future that wasnt mine."
.. so true. there are far too many people on this planet who go through this on a daily basis.
well done. thanks for the good read.
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Mistress
Demon Disciple
Eternally Damned
Posts: 405
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Baby
Dec 22, 2003 23:01:40 GMT -5
Post by Mistress on Dec 22, 2003 23:01:40 GMT -5
Truthful beyond anyone can see...
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Baby
Dec 23, 2003 0:20:21 GMT -5
Post by Lina Inverse on Dec 23, 2003 0:20:21 GMT -5
Thanks guys I still believe what I've said here.... I'm so much lazier now that I'm healthier....
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Baby
Dec 23, 2003 0:56:40 GMT -5
Post by lostandalone on Dec 23, 2003 0:56:40 GMT -5
wow, justs saw another deep, dark side
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AxXis
Crimson Soul
I know the pale thing in the darkest of places.
Posts: 218
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Baby
Dec 23, 2003 2:59:57 GMT -5
Post by AxXis on Dec 23, 2003 2:59:57 GMT -5
Nice work! Stayed inside the cage, Pretended it was A house. ~getting deep~
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CrimsonAngel
Demon Disciple
.Fallen from the broken gates of heaven
Posts: 305
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Baby
Dec 23, 2003 21:26:12 GMT -5
Post by CrimsonAngel on Dec 23, 2003 21:26:12 GMT -5
When I want to die I can handle life. When I want to live I can no longer. That stanza is so good....I can really relate to it...nice work
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Baby
Dec 24, 2003 0:16:53 GMT -5
Post by lostandalone on Dec 24, 2003 0:16:53 GMT -5
If I ever want To go back, I couldn't. Too weak, Too disturbed, To ill. I was better off Suicidal this is my faverate part
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