"Mommy Dearest"

[:.:.:KrO NiC DaZe:.:.:]

"Mommy Dearest"

For once lets keep it real// Lets get it all out
Try ta keep your cool// No need ta shout

You've hurt me all my life// You never really cared
You only care about urself// Thats why I've never shared

You say you've struggled all ur life// Ta live and stay strong
But how you treated me and my brothers// Is jus plain wrong

You think I don't understand?// Look at how I've been raised
What the f*cked do you want// How can you expect to be praised

How can you call yourself a mother?// You were neva there when I was younger
Weren't there ta give advice // Don't see it's a mother I hunger

You beat me so often// Left marks upon my face
Had ta go ta school with bruises// Ta my teachers you were a disgrace

Too embarrassed ta go ta school// So everyday I ditched
Told my teachers why// Then listened while they bitched

Slapped me in the face// The welts lasted for days
The bruises fade// But the pain stays

You make fun of ur kids// Embarrass them infront of friends
But that don't make you look good// Don't you see the message this sends

It shows that your a bitch// That down grades her kids all the time
Your not a good mom// Your a c*nt that treats her kids like slime

I remember gettin woke// And bein met by a slap
Then punches and kicks// I felt like I was stuck in a trap

For 14 years I was stuck// Within your little glass
I couldn't get out// I was treated like trash

"You have such great kids"//"No, You should see them at home"
But how the f*ck would you even know// Every f*ckin day we were left all alone

Takin care of ourselves// We were forced ta be grown
My truest feelins for you// I will always keep unknown

I hope no one has ta feel// The way I've felt
I hope no one has ta live// The hand I was dealt

I wish you could see// I wish you could know
All the pain you have caused// I wish it would show

But I guess this is how// You'll always be
Cuz the pain you've inflicted// You'll never see

[Forsaken]

I like the poem, it's really good, but if this is all true....I'm so sorry. No one should have to be treated that way. No one.

[:.:.:KrO NiC DaZe:.:.:]

Thanx fa commentin...yeah thats how my mom really is...and I hate her...but anyway...thanx again...lata

[Lina Inverse]

While I do sympathyse with your mother's hard life, that's no excuse for taking it out on someone else. Since she's had a hard life, she deserves better for her self--- not a better life in comparison by making someone else's life worse.

[:.:.:KrO NiC DaZe:.:.:]

I agree lina...my mom has an anger problem and she blames it on her life...but no matta how bad your problem you don't take it out on anyone especially your own child...my life has been hard and I will neva take it out on my kids...thanx fa commentin