I should know where to go
I'm sure I've been here before-
But nothing is in a name.
A few suggestions "there's nothing true in a name" would add a little more flow to the way this is read.I don't know where to go
Anymore is all changing for the worse
As I knew it would so long ago.
L2 and 3 could be struck out. Let L1 lead directly into S3.How long until I've nowhere to go
It hardly matters anymore, I know
how easily I become a burden.
"how easily I become burdensome" is a bit more poetic but would still convey the idea/emotion here.When the insect noise
I like thisbecomes too much to bear,
I block it out with music
as best I can-
sometimes not even that works.
It is breaking if not already
broken.
How many times must I fail
until I've failed utterly.
An ever looping apology.
How can I live in this world
I've tried to fit the profile-
it's always an effort of acting.
I'm not like everybody else.
I miss those who are gone and
those I never knew.
Lonliness and pain are one and the same.
Goodbye again and again and again...