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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Oct 23, 2007 11:49:54 GMT -5
Just thinking... Make take awhile to sort this out... No title
I told you, Not to touch me, I warned you all, The same, When you are, The one Broken, Maybe we can stop, This foolish game...
This life we've lived, For all these years, Was a filthy lie, And all the pain I've endured, I have to wonder WHY?
You're not who, You pretended to be, You're a monster, Who likes to feed on me...
The bruises show themselfs, Quite clearly, But the scars below, Will never heal, And now i FEAR to feel...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Oct 24, 2007 20:48:02 GMT -5
Sorry I am Unstable at the moment....Unstable
You said you loved me, It was a lie, You said you cared, But now i realize, You're just a selfish bastard, And i wish you'd die...
So Unstable, Nothing is well, I feel like, I've taken a one way trip, Into Your HELL...
I have escaped unscathed, At least on the surface, But down below, I broken...
No where left to turn, But i scratch away, At the surface, Reaching out a dainty hand, To find some stable, Ground....
You are Unstable, Your mind is full, Of tormented thoughts, And i sought to, Get away...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 1, 2007 8:45:01 GMT -5
Just some random Happy thoughts for a change... No title
I found my eternity, Waiting in, Your eyes...
Peel away, The emotional trauma, And now, We start again...
It took so long, To find my, Other half, But I'm so glad, I did...
Nothing could possible, Complete me, More then him...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 4, 2007 9:14:30 GMT -5
Just randomized... Feelings
I have pulled, Myself up, From the Darkest, Abyss of suicidal, Thoughts and tendencies...
Just to smile, A little while, When my head, Rest on your chest...
A strong heart beats, Below, Stream emotions, Feelings, Visions, Into my blackened soul...
Giving it new life, A rebirth of sorts, Reviving me, From the fires of, A brutal Hellish place...
I dare not return there, I do not wish to look back, The things buried there, Are best left forgotten...
New memories are made, Many days of Firsts...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 9, 2007 19:49:54 GMT -5
Still working on this dedication... It'll take awhile because i need to tweak it quite a bit before I'm satisfied with it...
My Life Before Dark Star
My heart races, It leaps, Bounds in joy, And suffers, In silence, Not peace...
My words, Fall unto, Deaf ears, You ceased, Listening long ago, And no longer, Do you care...
A void, And emptiness, That could not, Be subsided, Resided in me...
A Black hole, Made of psychedelic, Colors, Spinning, Spiraling downward, Into a cataclysmic, Cosmos of unfulfilled, Crushed Dreams...
But in the end, Of all things, In the Darkness, Of this Star, That we all call home, I found what i had, Stopped searching for, My one and only perfect mate....
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 16, 2007 7:31:14 GMT -5
A dream i had still hammering out the details and meaning... No Title
Send me away, My Dear, Say You don't Love Me, Turn to bandage your, Wounded Heart, And pretend as if, It where nothing, But a mer scratch, A graze beneath, The surface of, Your other wise, Impenetrable skin...
You march off, Not looking back, Just leave me, In the Dust, Stunned, Unafraid, Uncertain...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 24, 2007 17:47:35 GMT -5
Working on it- Recycled
Nothing is new, Everything was once, Something else, Things are shifting, Changing, Rearranging, On a constant bases...
We are All Recycled, Misused, Abused, Not quite understanding, We are what we choose...
We are Recycled, There really is No end of Days, It's all an Illusion, That we can't seem to contemplate...
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The Moon, Stares at me, Through half sober eyes...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 27, 2007 12:44:44 GMT -5
This flows through my mind every morning i walk my boys to the bus stop... the big black birds always follow me and speak...
The Ravens are calling, The Crows are cawing, And i think it's time to rest My weary bones....
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 28, 2007 13:45:19 GMT -5
Got to work on my Vows so I'll just go with the flow... Just random ideas not saying this will be in my vows...
Drag me down, With you, We will burn up in flames, Together, Unsegregated, One entity, With two different names...
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I will lull you, To sleep, Hold your head to my breast, Sing sweet praise, Of the gallant Dead and there, Eternal unrest...
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I have Dreamed, Since i was a child, Of Fairies and Dragons, Wizards and Kings, Giants and Horses with wings...
But there in my Dreams, I once saw your face, And ever since then, I've been on the chase, Looking to find, What i saw in my Dreams, A Happy vision, And now a Happy ending it seems...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 29, 2007 13:41:58 GMT -5
Need to get this started... Still a little stuck...
800 miles (Work in Progress)
I sat surrounded, By nothing but, Deep Depression, A knife stabbing my chest, I had forgotten, Many things, Lost my way, But You made me, Finally see...
I was never empty, Never Alone, Life had opened a Door, And it was my choice, To leave or stay, And in the end, I rode away...
You drove 800 miles to find me, And another 800 miles back, A gesture I'll Never forget...
You Worried, For Me, And I, Worried for You, A Mirrored reflection, Of Feelings, And now both of, Are Dreams have, Come True...
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Post by colourlessthoughts on Nov 29, 2007 13:50:02 GMT -5
why 800 and not 799 and a 5th.... if you need to finish it.. blow it the f*ck up... pull the emotion out of the stanza and slap it down.. i see a rose... cut it for me.
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Nov 30, 2007 13:17:18 GMT -5
It's 800 because that is how many miles EberKain drove to get me... And well we drove the 800 back together.
Still trying to straighten things out a lot of emotions and other things where going on at that point in time... so i am try to find the right words to express my feelings (not the Negative but the Positive).
I can still remember when i opened the door and saw him standing there....
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Dec 4, 2007 21:56:17 GMT -5
Persona of Fate (Work in Progress)
I am one Of but Three
I am Everything And Nothing
I Encompass Multitudes But Am One Complete Entity
Devoid Plentiful Aglow Dimming Wrathful Merciful Vain And Modest I AM All But then I cease to be...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Dec 11, 2007 10:32:47 GMT -5
Just random stuff floating around in my Head...
My Wings Have been Tainted, Torn, And Worn...
And now I Fall, Spiraling
Down
Down
Down
Until i Hit Rock Bottom And Pull Myself Up Again...
I ask Myself Daily, "WHY i even try?"
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Dec 28, 2007 20:50:12 GMT -5
Just random thoughts...
I wish i could Wipe you from my Memories Wash you all away Forget you ever Existed Forget the Words you use to say...
I remember the Bad More than the Good Maybe that's because there was more Bad than Good...
Pain Entangled Ensnared, Entrapped, With Sorrow And in this Misery I do wallow...
I cease to understand Why you where such an Evil Man If my mind could comprehend Then maybe i could just Forgive...
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