Post by DarkenTheSky on Jul 7, 2005 6:53:37 GMT -5
Speed Demon
baby. . . I’m so . . . tired. . .
---------- sleepy? sit here,
-the drawer of darkness opens-
---------- closer dear,
-bulb’s stem catches light, begs, glitters like new-
but I don't. . .
---------- I can teach you I’ll do it for you
-expensive crystals find there way, settle in their glassy tomb-
baby, why. . . you don’t. . .
---------- our mindsets differ, give me room
-I move to make way for the devil in white, watching his body shake,
from the engulfing darkness that he anticipates-
but. . . I don’t . . . wanna do. . .
---------- give me one sec and you'll feel good too
-I’m calm and serene, he can't chill, he warms the ice to set it still,
his words string together, the evil glint's in his eyes,
frightens me, jealousy takes me by surprise-
ok. . .I guess . .
---------- my hit first
-hard enough to bruise, quenching his thirst,
inhaling slowly, letting it in, liquefying powdered dust,
watching him start to spin-
my turn, help me, show me how. . .
-my pulse flutters in my veins, in anticipation now.
and chemical incense smoke flows from his mouth,
wispy and slow, exhaling demons out-
---------- ok quick sit here open your mouth
-presses the fragile tube against my wanting lips, flames the hardened demon
melts it, rolls it, hardens his grip-
---------- inhale now but slowly,
-breathing in the smoke, he sits and rocks the bulb, inhaling enough to make me choke-
---------- understanding now?
-passes his remedy back to himself-
oh yeah baby I get it,
-exhaling the psychological wealth-
another hit when you're through if you don’t mind,
-my veins transporting warm massages up and down my spine-
---------- told ya baby, now you're like me
yeah ok, but I want more,
---------- alright I guess its you're hit, we'll even out the score
-chemicals roll in and my lungs begin to shake,
my scalp starts to tingle, my boredom starts to break,
my eyelids fill with helium, they're not weighted down with lead,
the dopamine reruns it's tracks, trapped inside my head-
---------- that's enough for now, my stash is running low
-i feel really weightless, and our movement isn't slow-
ok baby i understand lets go clean your room
---------- yeah ok anything lots of energy, i assume?
-in my head i'm counting money-
baby i can afford. .
---------- probably not a good idea,
yeah, but i want more. . .
-and it's clear the speed demon caught us,
sold our souls for a feel-good wish,
when all I meant by being tired . . was. . .of all of this. . .
. . that i was tired of us. . .but i never got to get to that part
and its not really going to matter, until the withdrawls start. . . -
baby. . . I’m so . . . tired. . .
---------- sleepy? sit here,
-the drawer of darkness opens-
---------- closer dear,
-bulb’s stem catches light, begs, glitters like new-
but I don't. . .
---------- I can teach you I’ll do it for you
-expensive crystals find there way, settle in their glassy tomb-
baby, why. . . you don’t. . .
---------- our mindsets differ, give me room
-I move to make way for the devil in white, watching his body shake,
from the engulfing darkness that he anticipates-
but. . . I don’t . . . wanna do. . .
---------- give me one sec and you'll feel good too
-I’m calm and serene, he can't chill, he warms the ice to set it still,
his words string together, the evil glint's in his eyes,
frightens me, jealousy takes me by surprise-
ok. . .I guess . .
---------- my hit first
-hard enough to bruise, quenching his thirst,
inhaling slowly, letting it in, liquefying powdered dust,
watching him start to spin-
my turn, help me, show me how. . .
-my pulse flutters in my veins, in anticipation now.
and chemical incense smoke flows from his mouth,
wispy and slow, exhaling demons out-
---------- ok quick sit here open your mouth
-presses the fragile tube against my wanting lips, flames the hardened demon
melts it, rolls it, hardens his grip-
---------- inhale now but slowly,
-breathing in the smoke, he sits and rocks the bulb, inhaling enough to make me choke-
---------- understanding now?
-passes his remedy back to himself-
oh yeah baby I get it,
-exhaling the psychological wealth-
another hit when you're through if you don’t mind,
-my veins transporting warm massages up and down my spine-
---------- told ya baby, now you're like me
yeah ok, but I want more,
---------- alright I guess its you're hit, we'll even out the score
-chemicals roll in and my lungs begin to shake,
my scalp starts to tingle, my boredom starts to break,
my eyelids fill with helium, they're not weighted down with lead,
the dopamine reruns it's tracks, trapped inside my head-
---------- that's enough for now, my stash is running low
-i feel really weightless, and our movement isn't slow-
ok baby i understand lets go clean your room
---------- yeah ok anything lots of energy, i assume?
-in my head i'm counting money-
baby i can afford. .
---------- probably not a good idea,
yeah, but i want more. . .
-and it's clear the speed demon caught us,
sold our souls for a feel-good wish,
when all I meant by being tired . . was. . .of all of this. . .
. . that i was tired of us. . .but i never got to get to that part
and its not really going to matter, until the withdrawls start. . . -