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Post by xpurestxfeelingx on Mar 5, 2004 18:16:52 GMT -5
wow, that is so true. i feel the same way. you end up feeling so worthless that it seems like a lie that someone else thinks youre not...
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Post by Forsaken on Mar 9, 2004 20:12:09 GMT -5
I know how you feel. I feel like that most of the time. After being tormented and teased for years, it's hard to believe that there are actually nice people out there.
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Post by _black phoenix_ on Apr 6, 2004 12:59:28 GMT -5
wow.. that was definately not a boring auto-biography in any way! you have gone through quite a bit in your life so far. i hope that everything goes well for you with your programming work and other desires.
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Post by calamityroo on Apr 14, 2004 21:40:20 GMT -5
umm yea... Im 15. I go to highschool currently. If you knew that i was a cheerleader would you hold that against me? I hope not b/c i was and i didnt enjoy it. I play in a band called lost and wondering (or Crazy and Out of Control) whatever we feel like calling it. Well at least i was and until I moved to DE. Its like where the eff is DE? I use to live in MI and I loved it there. Yea... so Im like all blahish right now I dont know why. Could be that i just had a huge fight with my boyfriend. Anyways, I'll live. Whatever I think Im done.
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CrimsonHate
Crimson Soul
Hey look at that loser...
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Post by CrimsonHate on May 7, 2004 15:31:53 GMT -5
Hey ya'll I'm Sam. I'm 15 I live in Ohio and my favorite things are siting back and lighting up some weed with your buds,playing guitar,skating and riding my ATV and DIrt bike as fast as they can go and jumping as high as I can. I've never tryed to kill my self although the thought has crossed my mind. I'm into punk rock and metal: Hatebreed Slipknot Anti-Flag Tocix Narcoti NIN H.I.M Cradle Of Flith Black Label Socity The Misfits Led Zepplin Pink Floyd Dimmu Nile DisturbedMotorhead Metallica(there old stuff new stuff is pussy rock) Slayer and many more....Things I hate are social classes Ingorence and raceist people
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Evil Amerigo
Crimson Soul
"I will never feed off the evergreen luster of your heart"--SOAD
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Post by Evil Amerigo on May 8, 2004 1:24:36 GMT -5
Wow okay thats weird... I didn't really imagine that I would find that many people who actually speak Russian. Yeah I know how to speak it... although I have forgotten how to write and can sort of write it... and can poorly and slowly read it... but hey... i can speak it and that counts for something.
Well I don't really see a point of me actually posting a bio here since most of u have probably seen me post here only like once or twice...
But hello anyways.... I'm pleased to meet you.
Ok seriously this entire post seems awkward. I hope it doesnt come off sounding like I'm like some high and mighty person who just strolls through or something...
Um okay can you just consider it as an awkward introduction?
My name's John by the way if anyone wants to know.
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Post by calamityroo on May 12, 2004 18:29:03 GMT -5
Wow that was an ackward wasnt it? Hahahaha... Its ok. Its hard to intrudce yourself to people you will probably never really see, unless they post their picture in the "lets take a look at ya " site. Even then theres only like 5 pictures.
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Post by angelofsuicide on May 23, 2004 12:02:48 GMT -5
My first name is (not important), I was born in tx though have lived in 8 diffrent states in this f*cked up country. My fav state was cali though for some f*cked up reason i dont live there anymore. I left my parents house when i was 13 and lived on and off of the streets most of my childhood after that. I started smoking weed at 13 and ended up selling drugs to survive. I joined a mag crew (the people that come to your house triing to sell you a magazine subscription) and traveled the country for about a yr doing that. I ended up coming back to tx for a girl that I thought I loved when I was 20. I ended up on probation after my friends house got raided by the swat team for having lab set up. I got my G.E.D. when I was 19 and am taking classes to gain my buisness degree. I currently work at a call center taking calls for AT&T wireless and live in a 1 bedroom apt. I have been labeled chemically dependant by society. I look for a deeper meaning in my day to day exsitance which may be why im depressed. I believe in love, though I have been hurt alot, I like getting hurt. I look for a girl that can see inside of me and tear me apart, than I drown my emotions in drugs. I have wrote since I was a child though started writing poetry when I was 14. I have 5 tats a piereced labret eyebrow and both of my nipples Im 6ft tall and have blond hair 2 & 1/2 inches past my shoulder I love taking xtc and acid. I also like downers that make my brain and body numb. I really have alot more to say about my self but I have to get back to my 9-5 wasted exsitance in my cubical. Ok I m back he he... um I have green eyes and am 170lbs. I like blood I like the way it taste the way it looks the warmth when it leaves the body its like .. liquid life ..yum! My mother says I need thearapy. My father lives in middle of the desert and is awaitng armogeden. I like taking drugs and starieng off into the nothing. I am a scorpio. I love having sex (with girls) just pounding out all my f*cking hate and pain and love and sorrow deep into some sluts twat. Though like I said I look for love I look for pain. Im not really into the whole self mutalation thing though I love when a hot chic cuts me or burns me and I love making her bleed I like to drink blood but Im real picky whos blood I drink. Poetry is my best expression of myself and I love sharing it with people who think like me. My fav bands are Acid Bath, Marliyn Manson, Concreate Blond, and Six feet Under. I am unusally nice half the time and a f*cking asshole the rest. f*ck i have to get back to work.
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Post by Reaper696 on Jun 2, 2004 15:55:53 GMT -5
I'm Scott, 6'2",240 lbs..
I'm not one to advertise my past plights so I'll sum them up: Dad liked to beat us, Mom went crazy 'cause of Dad. I was the professional loner, never was social, technically I'm still not.
I am the black sheep of the family since I refined my smart-assedness and wasn't into agreeing with them 'cause they happened to be the ones saying it. Haven't seen any of them for 7 years.
I'm currently homeless since I don't take too much shit and I'm extra cheap. I go to libraries and archive my writings in the hopes to get stupidly rich with them one day without it turning into a job.
I'm a total jazz man, addicted to pizza, like twisted comedy, stupid people(more comedic material), weed, relaxation, female company, how-to books, and being understood...
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Post by calamityroo on Jun 22, 2004 22:20:30 GMT -5
You can come live with me!! We have an extra room in the house. Im sick of being the only black sheep in the family.
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Post by xpurestxfeelingx on Jun 23, 2004 17:18:50 GMT -5
Hey ya'll I'm Sam. I'm 15 I live in Ohio and my favorite things are siting back and lighting up some weed with your buds,playing guitar,skating and riding my ATV and DIrt bike as fast as they can go and jumping as high as I can. I've never tryed to kill my self although the thought has crossed my mind. I'm into punk rock and metal: Hatebreed Slipknot Anti-Flag Tocix Narcoti NIN H.I.M Cradle Of Flith Black Label Socity The Misfits Led Zepplin Pink Floyd Dimmu Nile DisturbedMotorhead Metallica(there old stuff new stuff is pussy rock) Slayer and many more....Things I hate are social classes Ingorence and raceist people Wow CrimsonHate, that is so awesome! I love those exact groups, and skating, and playing music, and...yeah . Awesome!
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Post by LORDMORNINGSTAR on Jun 23, 2004 19:18:54 GMT -5
In my personal oppinion I am a simple guy (no one I know or have known has ever seen it that way) I am 27 my name is PETE I stand 5' 7" and wiegh in at about 140. I work the 9-5 gig and despise it. Hatred is a major gear in my mental machine, in fact I don't think that there is anything that I don't hate to some degree or another. This world aka "the great cunundrum" as I now refer to it, is perfect. Yes. Thats why I have no f*ck'n clue and no one else f*ck'n does either. We drift through this cosmos on this f*ck'n speck running from our own shadows, cursing demons that we are directly responsibble for creating. Telling each other hey everything will be ok! f*ck'n bullshit no its not. We (i.e. humans) as far as we can tell are the only beings on this rock whom maintain conciousness of our own death. Big f*ck'n woop, there are only so many things that we "humans" get behind we'll commit to anything that we feel inferior to and lick your f*ck'n boots clean of all the shit if you feed & tollerate(i.e. can use) us. More shit I hate you gotta start at the center, thats right ones self "ME". Then you f*ck'n start the fire. Kinda like that Johnny Cash song. Anyhoo, I love individuals, you know, you talk to 'em there reasonably easy to get along with but man you deal with a group or fukc'n herd and everything goes to shit, you might as well not even be talking. Arrogance & self rightiuosness I cannot & will not tollerate people that display those characteristics deserve to be f*ck'n drawn & quartered, crucify every f*ck'n last one. People with no soul, and yeah I mean dirty blues soul. People who f*ck'n lie, because the first person they must convince is themselves and that is f*ck'n unforgivable. Almost 90% of the musicians & their music sick metal got up & moved to norway, rap f*ck'n ate itself to death and is still regurgitating, punk & all neo punks don't know shit, f*ck'n fashion pop muther f*ckers (still in reference to punk) Glad to see the PIXIES are back.Huh... I f*ck'n hate people that f*ck'n think they know everything, even when they do, smugg f*ck'n assholes. I do not worship SATAN I am a servant of the black eternal flame, the same one to which said icon is bound. Religion & polotics have been run by the elite since we humans got together and said we can make this work together, what a load of shit that was. Do I belive we are all equal f*ck no we aren't & never will be, now I do belive that we are all equally alive that means we should all have the same birthrite to do whtever in the f*ck we want. Gay marriage, so. Who the f*ck cares who or what you seek out or choose to be sought by. Abortion, you can't f*ck'n be serious, the f*ck'n womans body...the f*ck'n womans choice & final say. Drugs, legalize every f*ck'n last one. We know whats best for us not some f*ck'n body else. Ever try to talk a dope head off of dope, where'd that get you. Dope heads are like women they'll ask you some f*ck'n thing and listen to you and then go do whatever the f*ck they want. When they see it and truly want to let go they do, seen that too. Ghosts I belive but not like all you other f*ckers out there, I don't see 'em. Halucinatory f*ck'n wierdos hee,hee. " THE GREAT CUNUNDRUM " runs rampant, gotta catch up. Peace man better yet f*ck off..................................................................................
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Post by xpurestxfeelingx on Jun 23, 2004 19:55:42 GMT -5
*thumbs up* I totally agree with you on every one of those ppints, exept where you go degrading women at the end.
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Post by LORDMORNINGSTAR on Jun 24, 2004 11:05:11 GMT -5
Thats not how it was intended, I was only illustrating the stubornness.
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Post by xpurestxfeelingx on Jun 24, 2004 18:55:52 GMT -5
I understand that it was unintended, but it was still offensive and a chauvinistic stereotype. No offence taken, though, as I was pretty sure that you weren't doing it hatefully or anything.
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