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Post by _black phoenix_ on Feb 24, 2004 11:59:20 GMT -5
thank you, cicatriz. it looks like im going to be ok. they actually wanted me to stay at the hospital overnight, but there werent enough beds. luckily, the drugs they gave me worked perfectly and with no side-effects(yet) .. im feeling much better. my throat was starting to close up quite a bit yesterday and it was difficult to talk, but it looks like that problem is gone now and i can breathe properly again. yay!
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Post by xpurestxfeelingx on Feb 24, 2004 19:29:24 GMT -5
that's good news, black phoenix! i wish you all the best. and BTW, everybody: if anything every happens (let's hope it doesnt!!), you can rely on me (if you want) for a helping hand, a pat on the back, a shoulder to cry on, or just to clean up the site *lol*.
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Post by Karma on Feb 26, 2004 17:17:09 GMT -5
I am 18 years old. My name is Carmen and I am a student in a community college. I am a lesbian, and that is the topic of most of my poetry. I hope that this forum is mature enough for such issues as homosexuality. It appears to be but I just want to make sure. Anyways, I guess that's enough about me.
Later, Karma
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Post by lady on Feb 26, 2004 17:29:02 GMT -5
Hi, my name is Teri. I am 18 yrs. old. I am also a lesbian and Karma is also my best friend.....NO we're not involved. She's my very best freind in the whole world. She helped me through my recent breakup with my girl friend of 2 years. She's the best....Anyways, that's about all I know to say....bye....
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Post by xpurestxfeelingx on Feb 26, 2004 18:08:04 GMT -5
no worries, Karma and LovelyLady. some of us here are also homosexual or bisexual (if you want names, ask later). the rest are straight but definetly not narrow. if anyone posts anything offensive about being lesbian, just tell black phoenix and she will have them banned from the site. BTW: welcome to dark star!!
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Post by Lina Inverse on Feb 26, 2004 22:55:18 GMT -5
*laughs* Whee, three lesbians! And you guys are single too? ALL RIGHT!!!!!!! (If you're wondering, I'm the third lesbian I was talking about )
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Post by Mikepoet on Feb 28, 2004 9:37:31 GMT -5
Y'all are so young here. My name is Michael I'm 36 and was purchased in 1967 by my adopted parents from my blood mother old lady in the shoe scenerio. Have used Home of the Tabasco Sauce as home base for 25 yrs. Moved all over the Us in these years. Started writing poetry in 4th grade. Am bi-polar duel diognosed borderline personality disorder, so if I seem to come on like I need love well its a mental disorder. I'm French and Italion long curley jet black hair with alot of grey in it. Have had an interesting life or at least some say. Scarred up just a bit and addicted to everything, you should see the withdrawels when I run out of air. lol. Am troublesome and been on probation since a youg age. I guess I'm the average poet. Been in sales since I was rather young and mother and I have a business in New Iberia selling seafood. Been open 25 years now am damn tired of working cause I started in early teens and in summer at 13 years would pull 70 hrs a week so am sort of still pissed about it. Am avid pitbull fan and like the fear they strike4 in peoples heart but if they are my buds the people will get so much doggy loving that they will not know what to do with themselves. I'm a bit thick through the shoulders and lift so much crawfish that myself hurts and will get grumpy near the end of Lent. This is South West Louisiana and quite Catholic. In fact went to private Catholic schools most of my schoolig. Anyway uh..thats all I can think of and if any of you are on at the site AC. then perhaps we can meet when our party comes up in VA. in Aug. Or perhaps a site party could be aranged for here. Peace love and if respect don't work use fear that always works.
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Post by _black phoenix_ on Feb 28, 2004 13:26:06 GMT -5
well.. i guess im one of the only ones left for a quick bio. here goes.. well lets see.. my name is leash(at least that is what everyone calls me) i live in lower bc, canada.. the closest city is just under a half hour drive away and it only has 10,000 people, half of which are hippies. its actually pretty boring here.. not much to do. the majority of my friends are math/science geeks. it seems that everyone is either incredibly involved in school, a drug dealer, a hippy, or a combination of the last two. the one thing that i really love about this place is how close you can be to nature. its only a five minute walk to the river and my house is bordered by a huge forest. i just need to watch out for elk, cougars, bears, etc when i go out.. so that sort of sucks. a few of my favourite things: the ocean, orchards, swimming, hockey, painting(watercolours), photography, rock/metal, homemade smoothies, cinnamon, and of course dark star. things that bother me: how evanesense and linkin park sound exactly the same. people who are too useless to find their own new music and have to depend on other people. when i go down to the states and americans ask "would like that in a sack?" what? like a potatoe sack? haha.. oh yeah, and winter. f*ck do i hate snow. favourite bands: taproot, rage against the machine, smile empty soul, therion, scorpions, etc.. im actually a pretty shy person around people i dont know, but once i get to know them its really easy to open up. i tend to be the one who says what everyone else is thinking, but doesnt want to say. i like honesty and when people are blunt with you. mind games are f*cking bullshit. hmm.. thats all ive got for now. hope that will suffice.
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Post by deranged85 on Feb 29, 2004 19:41:39 GMT -5
well.. i guess im one of the only ones left for a quick bio. here goes.. it seems that everyone is either incredibly involved in school, a drug dealer, a hippy, or a combination of the last two. the one thing that i really love about this place is how close you can be to nature. its only a five minute walk to the river and my house is bordered by a huge forest. i just need to watch out for elk, cougars, bears, etc when i go out.. so that sort of sucks. that reminds me of how it was when i lived in california. (northern cali, near oregon.) small mountain town... i lived about 20 miles outside of it... (it being weaverville, ca.) and our house was right on the trinity river. it actually ran through our backyard. i could even hear it from my bedroom. i love being that close to nature. and i was terrified of mountain lions and bears! didn't have to worry about elk, though... and everyone there is hippyish too! i actually knew people with names like rainbow and angel... generations of hippies, they've got there...
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Post by _black phoenix_ on Feb 29, 2004 20:13:13 GMT -5
haha.. i used to know this guy who had changed his first and last names both to angel. sunflower is common as well.
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Post by doppelganger on Feb 29, 2004 20:19:07 GMT -5
I think Rain is a hippy name. I'd name my kid that, or maybe I just like it because I like rain... ;D
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Post by deranged85 on Feb 29, 2004 20:21:44 GMT -5
i love that name. but i like it best with an e. raine.
i picture somebody with that name so beautiful and sad and tragic and lost....
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Post by BlackRainbow on Mar 2, 2004 10:02:54 GMT -5
Hello. My name is Sara and I am 17 years old. I live on a small dairy farm in Dane, Wisconsin. I have a younger brother who is a pain in the arse and only cares about himself.
I have played the violin for 6 years but quit this year. I taught myself to play the piano also. I used to play softball, but i quit that also cuz im not into that preppy shit.
For pets i got this one cow named cupcake(she is my fav.) I have 23 cats, but my fav. of all is my cat Lily. She jumps on my shoulder from the ground as soon as i set foot outside.
In my room i have 2 hermit crabs (crabby, and angel) They are actually a kewl pet!
Well enough bout me, i should read all you guys's stuff.
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Post by Forsaken on Mar 2, 2004 13:56:48 GMT -5
Hey Sara, what's up? I forgot to tell everyone that Sara is a very good friend of mine! We're both from Waunakee, Wisconsin. Yeah, her brother can be a pain in the ass. Keep it real Sara! I'll see you at school.
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CrimsonAngel
Demon Disciple
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Post by CrimsonAngel on Mar 5, 2004 15:50:38 GMT -5
You seem to have had a very turbulant childhood. Have you seeked any counseling? (and this is not meant in a joke or any disrespectful manner). It's just not 'okay' to fall into all these abusive relationships and then try to commit suide something like 20 times. I've treid to get counseling, but my mom won't let me....Its kinda hard, my moms been telling me since october that she'd get me a psychiatrist...but hasn't... PS: And Jackie? You're only 16 years old, you've got a whole long life ahead of you. The fact that you're so young and you've already tried killing yourself so many times, is simply scary. When the going gets tough, find someone to help you through, don't try to deal with shit on your own. That's why I'm so licky to have found my boyfriend, we've been together for 6 months, and he's never layed a finger on me disrespectfully. He is my angel, and the only reason I'm alive today. He's helped me get through so much in the past 2 months, its been crazy. You know, I think it's awesome how much the people on here care, and don't even know each other. I hope you guys all have a wonderful day! As for Angel, I visited your site. And I have to say I'm rather surprised to see how many friends and loved once you have and yet you feel so alone and misrable. Yet...I almost feel jealous because... No one has ever even told me they loved me, besides maybe one or two friends (and do parents count?) The thing is, its hard to accept or care that other people love me, when I don't love myslef...
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