Post by fourtimefelon on Aug 4, 2015 16:18:49 GMT -5
Down in my bones I can feel the virus
Chewing and churning, perverting my desires
Twisting mine into the psyche of a liar - ruiner, predator, a shark, a cheater
Snapping necks and smashing dreams
All the while she begs me not to leave her
But I need not get bogged down by words of love
or visions of heaven sent angels from above
I seek my pleasures in the flesh
Hot and sticky, sunken in the torrid and wet
No one knows the worst of whats been done yet
With a stolen car, an absconding fugitive on the run
I take my lecherous fun - No reason to hide my dirt from the sun
This sickness has infected all directions
The devil rose and made my selection - vanity, an earthly distraction
and suddenly, what once was mine, becomes His predilection
Straight away from the inside, zero to warp speed nine
I become a juggernaut, a hurricane - whirling, howling, and insane
the wreckage of my life left behind, time after time
Then a moment of clarity, and I try to stop me, to let them see this is not what I want
To my blood, those words are nothing but a taunt
Known to cry and sigh, even appear to try
But as always, my promises, they prove to be nothing more than lies
Those who believe always grow gray, and I'm left unsure about what to say
Convinced myself that all is fate, surely I had no hand in all this hate?
But the sun breaks through and I can see
I am the purveyor of this shit
Shoveling it on the truth
My words, they fly fast and loose
Now knowing all, I still do as I choose
I'm angry, high, and done
All that's left, the most malign kinds of fun
Raging at both moon & sun,
I edge towards oblivion
I don't care for you or me, or even my son
All bets off, chips cashed out, barrels loaded
The terrible sound grows so loud
The time for friends and love and life is done
In this moment I become the ONLY one
A squeeze, a click, and one becomes None
I had created a post of this before, but after some tweaking and some reconsideration I decided that it absolutely belongs down here with me and the rest of the darkness.