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Post by Mikepoet on Jul 24, 2014 12:23:31 GMT -5
well I've been here close to 4 years now. that is the longest I've been in any one place for 20 or so years at the hospital right after her death I kissed my mothers forehead and promised to be good. besides a small bid in jail I have done this. I look in mirror and see the results of a self chosen hard life. perhaps a younger person can gain wisdom from my life. when we live fast to die young if you don't die you will get older and at same time be even older than you are. men it sucks but chickadee in their early 20s are not interred. men the drinking and drugs we do will take a toll on our looks. enjoy being a father while you are young I miss the experiance now. I keep trying to find a single chuck with a young kid or two. I am called papa. this is all new stuff for me. I hope this is not too personal but I just wanted to share. am off today so am seeking some sort of.companionship I guess. the reason I was gone so long from here was some teen-ager chicks set me up with titheir mother so I broke up with online gf from canada and she mussed up my pure. still have not fixed it. leash am sorry for Lloyd my bad spelling.
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Post by Mikepoet on Jul 24, 2014 12:27:39 GMT -5
I hate this phone. my fingers are chubby hard to press letters and.it changes words I say. again sorry.
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Post by Aish on Jul 24, 2014 17:49:01 GMT -5
What is that saying, "Youth is wasted on the young"? I've been feeling that lately.
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Post by LonelyForsaken on Jul 24, 2014 23:46:35 GMT -5
I know how you feel bro
" when we live fast to die young if you don't die you will get older and at same time be even older than you are." - So true
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Post by twistedangel on Jul 25, 2014 2:23:55 GMT -5
is not to personal an kinda cool you is comfortable posting this here everyone needs an outlet not gonna pretend I know wot you going thru an dont have any words of wisdom am 26 an made/making tons of mistakes...obviously not learning from them cos id be a genius by now all I can say is Never give up cos the only alternative is a living death IMO youthfulness is a attitude not an age
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Post by Mikepoet on Jul 25, 2014 11:27:45 GMT -5
asish yes I guess this moment acknowledges that when I waisted youth I wasted potential. ed I shrug. it is what it is. angel when one lives fast and dies young they never grow old just everyone else keep getting younger.
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