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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Dec 10, 2016 21:16:20 GMT -5
Has been awhile.... many long years indeed. Full of sadness and joy. But i found my way back i found my inner voice once more. Now to the thing that linger the things that stir....
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I feel your warm embrace it's like you never left i open my eyes only to find you are not here only your scent is left to linger on a stark reminder that i am totally uncontrollably lost with out you
no matter how hard i try i can not escape the memories of you
I long for the nights spent resting on your chest and they days spent laughing and smiling with you
I would glad give anything everything just to have one moment with you to say all the things i left unsaid
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Mar 20, 2017 9:08:37 GMT -5
Work in progress--
Delirium
Sickness occurs and ofcourse medication is the answer but what if it's the problem?
I stay the course and take my meds and bed rest but what follows is not what i expected
I use to love to close my eyes and dream but now i fear to slumber for what happens when i close my eyes is the stuff of true terror
I drift in darkness than see a light slowly i walk toward it and than when i can see again i look around to see this is no dream but a moment long ago in reality
A few things are different, it was sunny and warm, not cold and rainy his hair was sandy blonde and short not long and black the car was red not blue and she was there...
I froze in panic my heart raced and i kept screaming to myself "Wake Up, Wake Up now!" but to no avail
I knew what was coming and i watched it happen again the smell of hot pavement filled my nose along with the smell of blood there in the road i saw myself lye bruised battered a life shattered crawling toward the side walk
Pain, Oh pain I never wanted to feel again the ache of bones trying to burst threw skin Every part of my body ached and i cried out though no one heard me i cried in silence
I closed my eyes and screamed to myself "Wake Up Wake Up!" but once again to no avail
What is happening here as i lye drowning in this hellish nightmare
And when i finally wake my body does truly ache and i never wish to close my eyes again
But than it's time to down the pills and head into my medicated coma once again...
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on Jul 28, 2021 12:05:35 GMT -5
When he looks at me All i see is you Not sure why Maybe it's Those Hungry Eyes
They pierce me See through me Make me feel things I just can't explain
My inner fire Has been awakened There is no way To stop it From Spreading Consuming Everything It touches Burning itself out Once again Into a pile of smoldering ash...
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