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Post by LonelyForsaken on Jul 8, 2013 20:02:02 GMT -5
She crawls into my bed as I sleep. I felt her cuddle next to me and woke up. She immediately tries to start an argument by accusing me of faking being asleep. I said, “Well, I’m awake now” and I start to run my hands up and down the length of her stopping to fondle a nipple. She said, “Is that all you want?” I said, “Hey, you crawled in here with me but whatever, I won’t take what is not given, but I’ll be damned if I’ll lay in bed with you and not at least cuddle and talk. What is your name?” She said. Wendy…” I never got her last name because her family burst into my room and started with the accusations. Then I woke up.
Now even my dreams are too close to real life. Sigh!
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Post by Aish on Apr 22, 2014 10:56:06 GMT -5
I was walking down the street and saw an ex boyfriend. We made eye contact before I ducked down another street. I was intent on avoiding him, so kept going down side streets and alleys. I entered a house through the back door and went to the kitchen and sat down on the floor beside an island or rack of some sort. I picked a black sesame seed out of my face. The ex came through the front door of the house and walked into the kitchen through another doorway. He smiled and said "Hi, I knew I saw you" then stretched out his hand. I let him pull me up off the floor. We hugged and went to sit down together. We talked and smiled and it was really nice. I kept touching his face
. Since waking up I've been a little disconcerted. The person in the dream is someone I'm still somewhat in contact with and it wasn't a bad breakup. We had been friends before we decided to date and we've discussed visiting each other since we came back in contact. The part I can't shake is the black sesame seed coming out of my face. I can embrace the idea that although we've been friendly and never harbored ill feelings toward one another I've been a little reticent to take the step of physically spending time together again, so that is the avoidance in the dream. I also get that even though I tried to avoid him he caught up with me - my fear is irrational and the warmth is real, he is a good person and one I missed from time to time when we weren't in touch. So I understand those parts. It's important that I entered through the back while he entered through the front. Coming in the back way means I'm taking short cuts and I need to search a little harder. Inside the house is always my symbol for working on myself or more literally it's the Me, my safety and my internal self and mechanizations. So it's also important that he walked right in. Though in the dream I was aware it was not MY house - which is also interesting. I was hiding in what symbolically amounts to someone elses skin. Picking the black sesame seed out of my skin is tricky though. I'm used to seed symbolism in conjunction with planting and sprouting. Sesame seeds, especially black ones, are a little complicated. In Hinduism they are offered during tila tarpan, and are thought to absorb spiritual energy and remove spiritually impure components. Which is kind of cool, so maybe that was symbolic of me removing absorbed negativity. They are a symbol of immortality. Since I picked it out of my face it could mean small problems are coming (haha problems never end). Or care and work are needed.
I'm honestly pretty unsatisfied with everything that is supposedly accepted about the symbol. It doesn't seem quite enough. I'm frustrated because I usually know exactly what I'm supposed to be paying attention to and what it means. And I'm worried that I kept touching his face. It denotes transcience, and I'm worried about his safety.
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Post by ValkyrieGoddess on May 22, 2014 11:42:54 GMT -5
I was plagued with nightmares last night. Haven't been sleeping good for months now but after last night i don't know if i want to sleep again.
So many nightmares last night but i this one very clearly.
--It must have been around Christmas because there was a conversation going on about buying presents for all 3 boys. Me, Jon his Mother and there was another girl there with us and i have no clue who she is. Than the girl says she isn't buying the boys any gifts because that isn't her responsibility. I look at her and am like "WTF?! Why is she even here?" And my Mother in law looks at me than at Jon and than i get this cold feeling.... He is cheating on me with this girl.
So i get all upset and leave. I go home and play some games with my boys and get them ready for bed. After they go to sleep i wait to see if Jon comes home. I hear the door open and in comes the girl from earlier and that just sets me off. I get up from my chair where i was waiting and tell her to get the F out of my house and she just looks at me dumbfounded. Than Jon walks in right behind her. I shove her out the door and take the house key out of her hand and slam the door and lock it. I than turn to look at Jon and say "Well i think we need to have a talk."
So i look at Jon and say "Is that girl your girlfriend?" He looks away from me and than back at me and than says "Yes." I than proceed to tell him that we are still Married and that he is cheating and i start getting very upset. Than i look him dead in the eyes and say "Are you sleeping with her?" And he gets this smirk on his face and say "Yes." That just puts me over the edge and i begin to cry and yell and than i shove him out the door where i shoved his girlfriend. And the last thing i can remember before i woke up is me saying that i was going to divorce him and take the boys and the company and leave.-----
This dream has been haunting me all mourning...
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Post by _black phoenix_ on Nov 10, 2016 19:14:09 GMT -5
Found crystal meth all over the boyfriends new house. Duck tales intro song remade... it was honestly one of the greatest things ive ever heard. Wish i could recreate it!
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