My name is Kiki, I'm 19 years old and live in Chicago, Illinois. I was born in Southern California, moved to Texas with my mom and little bro when I was four (also when my parents divorced), then went to stay with my dad in 6th grade... moved back and forth between parents some... In 9th grade my mom moved from Tx to Chicago because she met a guy on the internet (they talked for like 4 years before meeting, then met a few times before deciding to move in together... so it's not quite as bad as it seems...) And I moved to Chicago in 10th grade. Been here ever since. I used to visit my dad in the summers/winters, since my bro is now staying with him... but two Christmases ago, we had a big fight and he actually called the cops on me for not getting into his truck! So I haven't talked to him since then. I graduated high school last june... and even though I was Co-Valedictorian, I'm not doing much with my life right now. I'm working at a Subway, and eventually want to go to college, but I still don't know what I want to major in... I'm moving back to Texas with my mom in about 6 weeks... I am sick of moving... but whatever. I've been writing poetry since 8th grade... it was very crappy at first... but I've been practising, so hopefully its better now! I am into acting, playing guitar, poetry (of course), books, activism, good music, going to concerts... My favorite movies are... The Princess Bride, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Bowling for Columbine... and a million others. I listen to Linkin Park, Modest Mouse, Metallica, Phantom Planet, Jewel before she went all poppy, Sublime (my all time favorite band), and again, many more. I hate closeminded people, fresh asparagus, and day to day calendars cause I always forget to take the pages off... haha. I was raised Christian, became athiest for quite a while, and now I have been getting into NeoPagan religions.
So that's about it about me. Sorry if I dragged on!
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #1 on Feb 18, 2004, 6:36pm »
Hey, my name's Andy. I was born in Madison, Wisconsin. When I was 2 1/2 I was adopted. Ever since I've lived in Waunakee, Wisconsin. Yeah, I've lived in Wisconsin my whole life. I'm 18. I love Rock/Metal/Gothic music. I like Korn, Metallica, Evanescence, Marilyn Manson, Limp Bizkit, Disturbed, Kid Rock, Rob Zombie, Powerman 5000, and so on. There's too many bands to list. It would take forever for anyone to read them all. I'm a very depressed person with little to no friends. I don't really do anything except sit in my room and listen to music, watch tv, and fool around on my computer. Things I hate are arrogance, ignorance, stupid people, racists, and people who put themselves down. I've done a lot of that myself and have done/said some really mean things in the past. Now I'm trying to make up for those things and hate it when I hear people put themselves down. I try to make those people feel better about themselves. I know that I must sound pretty stupid when I say things like that, but it's the truth. Well, that's pretty much it about me.
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #3 on Feb 18, 2004, 8:20pm »
I'm 17 years old. I live in Seattle, Washington, but lived in St. Louis, Missouri until I was 12. I started writing poetry about a year ago when people at the hospital suggested writing poetry as a great outlet for your emotions. So I tried it and I surprised myself at how much I enjoyed it.
Some of my likes: Animals (I have a hamster and a mouse, volunteer at the Humane Society, and I'm a vegetarian), anime & manga (Japanese animation and comic books-- of those, my favorites would be The Slayers, Rurouni Kenshin, Paradise Kiss, Saber Marionette J, and Ayashi no Ceres), video games (my favorites are Suikoden, Mario Kart, Chrono Trigger, and the Final Fantasies), rock music (Evanescence, Garbage, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, etc.), random other music (like Japanese pop and Arrogant Worms <-- hilarious stuff!), computers (HTML and Adobe Photoshop are my friends!), girls, cute stuff, bloody stuff (gee, those last two match sooooo much don't they?)
My hates: Prejudice of any kind (esp. racism and homophobia b/c I'm a multiracial lesbian, but I also hate it when people use "retarded" or "psycho" as an insult), meat, taking the wrong medicine at the wrong time (I've done that a number of times), antidepressants that make me suicidal, a certain asshole who harassed me, ignorance, prying people, people who insult people who aren't as academically gifted as they are (I used to be like this.... and I'm only gradually working out of it....).... yeah, I'm tired of typing now. So have fun!
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #5 on Feb 19, 2004, 4:01pm »
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Would that asshole be me?
No, he's a former friend of mine (ugh... to think I was ever friends with that bastard). And he harassed me about cutting and suicide. His name is Nicol.... I've written several VERY angry poems about him. And "Blown to Pieces" (one where I talk about shooting someone) is about him too.
and if we're all just soldiers / is it so wrong to be afraid?
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #6 on Feb 20, 2004, 6:10pm »
privet, Cicatriz! mneh ochin interesna shto ti gavarish pa Rusky. yesly ti panimayich shto ya pichu shas, eta znachit sho ti panimayich sho ya gavaru pa Rusky tozho (duh !) . klas! (izvinayus sho ya pishu s Angliskih bukvi, nu u mynah netu nekakayah specialnya programma shop pysat s Rusky bukvi.)
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #7 on Feb 20, 2004, 9:21pm »
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privet, Cicatriz! mneh ochin interesna shto ti gavarish pa Rusky. yesly ti panimayich shto ya pichu shas, eta znachit sho ti panimayich sho ya gavaru pa Rusky tozho (duh !) . klas! (izvinayus sho ya pishu s Angliskih bukvi, nu u mynah netu nekakayah specialnya programma shop pysat s Rusky bukvi.)
Privet, privet, otkuda ty? Ili otkuda ty znaesh russkie? Oh and don't forget to write a little bit about yourself
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #9 on Feb 22, 2004, 11:27pm »
Hey, I'm Jackie and I'm 16. I live in San Diego, but I was born in New York. I make pizza for money at Papa John's. I've moved around all over the place my whole life, having a dad whose in the military will do that to you. My parents divorced when I was 6 months old, and my mom soon remarried. My mom and dad were together till was 7. Then they were divorced and I just lived with my mom and sister till I started high school. My freshmen year I met this boy who I thought was such a great guy, he was a senior, with a reakky nice car, and at first he was so sweet. Then he started to hit me, and then to really abuse really bad. We were together for about 6 months when he went off to college. Then I started cutting myself and wishing I could just give up on life. I tried killing myself 4 times before I met this one boy who made me feel so special. He made me feel like everything was ok, until he started yelling, a lot. He abused me and then I met DJ, my angel. DJ helped me let go of my past and all the pain. I've tried to kill myself twice with him, but it's still not as bad as it would be without him. Now it's been six months with him and life almost feels like a dream sometimes.
and if we're all just soldiers / is it so wrong to be afraid?
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #10 on Feb 23, 2004, 6:15pm »
wow, you're only 16 and you've tried to commit suicide 6 times? *sniffles & pats Bloody AngelTears on the back* that's horrible. & BTW Cicatriz, i live in Ontario, not Alberta. you must have had someone else in mind.
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #11 on Feb 23, 2004, 7:50pm »
Yeah, mestup nevermind that.
As for Angel, I visited your site. And I have to say I'm rather surprised to see how many friends and loved once you have and yet you feel so alone and misrable.
Yet...I almost feel jealous because... No one has ever even told me they loved me, besides maybe one or two friends (and do parents count?)
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Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #12 on Feb 23, 2004, 9:51pm »
Wow! I feel so.... unsuicidal now! Partially because I'm not suicidal any more (I'm actually not really even depressed anymore), but also b/c I've only attempted suicide once. I feel like the happiest lil person alive now......
Re: Tell a little bit about yourself. « Reply #13 on Feb 23, 2004, 9:54pm »
yes, parents count. a lot.
ya tozho panimaya rusky.. (not much though) both sets of my grandparents are russian. it was actually my first language.. i didnt properly learn english till i was probably seven. you can hear a bit of a russian accent when i get angry. haha.
well.. i am not going to put up a bio on myself just yet.. im not feeling the best right now. i spent five hours in the hospital this morning waiting to find out whats wrong with me(i get to go back again right now.) it looks like i have tonsilitis as well as some problems with my throat closing up.
just so you guys know, i wont be around too much for the next few days.. i get to go visit the scary doctors a whole bunch more. i would appreciate it if you guys could keep a watch on the site. ill try my best to check in as much as possible, but i cant promise too much!
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